I finally got all my new equipment together, for the same shoot, to accomplish something that I’ve essentially been trying to do for years. Check out the results….
I have no idea what it is about photography that makes me so emotional – I literally tear up when I produce footage that I’m satisfied with. All I know is how grateful I am to have found something that I’m so passionate about.
I lacked direction my entire life (even when I appeared to have it all nicely put together)… there was never anything in my life that ever truly meant something to me. I spent my entire childhood listening to lectures from adults scolding me about my attention seeking. Photography has given me a positive, creative outlet to soothe that attention seeking whore inside of me.
There’s no question about it… I do this purely for the love of it and without the appreciation and support from all of you, I’d have nothing to drive me forward in my relentless pursuit of perfection. I’m not there yet, but I’ll either make it one day, or die trying. This goes out to all my fans and supporters – much love – I can’t thank you all enough ❤
The fetish girls lured me in again for a rather rewarding shoot yesterday.
I had a bit of a lighting-related epiphany yesterday… I’ve been struggling to overcome a bit of a challenge I’ve had concerning some rather harsh fall-off that my lighting configurations have been producing…. after all this time, I think I’ve finally nailed it!!! I’m now madly in love with my grossly neglected Apollo Mega JS Softbox!!! I’ll be using this every time I have the room to bust it out on a boom (putting my Apollo Orb Octa-box on the back shelf when I can). Really happy with the lighting results from yesterday and the fact that I’ve finally BEAT that obstacle!!